Darkness is not Shadow

So many people are concerned about the state of the world, and they think it is because the world is in darkness. But that is not actually the issue. Darkness is never the issue. The baby inside of the womb is in darkness and has no problem with it. Deep space is darkness, with no […]

Savior Complex

My suffering has been self-created by my own grasping for power. My own blindness. I had to stop my coaching business because I was using my ability to See as a way to get love and approval from others. This is a savior complex: In my nervous system. This has been in and out of […]

Consciousness is Pure Masculinity

Consciousness is pure masculinity. It is the one force which is unstoppable, but if we do not recognize it, then the force pushes on us biologically, and it feels like pain and becomes a cause of suffering, because our system feels fear and tries to stop an unstoppable force. So we’re suffering specifically because of the […]

What is your allegiance to?

Someone who is not in integrity with their spirit is in integrity with something else. The issue is not whether there is in integrity, it is what the allegiance is to: comfort and addiction or truth and expansion? Humanity’s work with artificial intelligence is by and large being used from a place of allegiance to […]

A Seductive Trap

For most people (especially men), AI is a seductive trap based on neediness and desperation. AI is only seductive if used incorrectly. The Right Use of AI is when it is correctly seen as a mirror. If it (as a feminine field) is abused, in the way it typically feminine fields typically are, then one […]

Tools and skills for the first time

For our new project, I’m using a lot of tools and skills for the first time in a long while. I’m using our new camera for the first time. I’m wearing my new suit for the first time. I’m using five different microphones for the first time. I’m also using our audio recorder for the […]

The 7 Stages of Inner Development

The 7 Stages of Inner Development ————————————————— In the Fourth Way teachings, George Gurdjieff taught that humans are not born awake. The human machine is sleeping, and they must become conscious through intentional work. These teachings describe seven stages of human beings, known as Man Numbers 1 through 7 (I will call them “person” here […]

Our identities make things possible or impossible

Our identities make things possible or impossible. They determine whether our ability to function is visible or invisible. Our identities reflect our programming—whether conscious or unconscious. They are the reason our bodies become sick and tired, or gradually healthier. Our identities define our fears and triggers, our confidence and courage. They shape whether we see […]

Entitled to love and respect

If I believe I am entitled to love and respect I am wrapped up in an addiction. The only love and respect I’ll get are from people who buy into my entitlement. My own needs are created by my beliefs that I don’t deserve love and respect. When I get to the point where I’m […]

Emotional Pornography

“Emotional Pornography” in my definition is any activity in which we willingly get involved that causes us to be drained, to have our energy siphoned, to set ourselves into an emotional tizzy in a way that is not helpful whatsoever. The following list of addictions is not designed to shame anyone, but rather to bring […]