What is the Portal of Creation?

I don’t know everything, but what I do know, I know really well. What I know is very difficult to describe, and so I do so from endless different angles. This gives the minds of readers a chance to glimpse and resonate with aspects of their experience that normally go unarticulated. Most people, for their […]

Personal philosophies are “landings”

Personal philosophies are what I’d consider to be “landings” (as Scott Kiloby calls them). How we interpret the world is a method of avoiding our emotional repression. The difference between Seeing and interpretation is in our genuine humility toward it. Being willing to hunt out our emotional “hold-outs” is the courage that makes us available […]

How would I know if I’m in the sleeping state?

How would I know if I’m in the sleeping state? My decision making is clouded by fear. I’m resisting my next steps. I’m resisting being in a human body. I’m resisting responsibility. I’m coming up with an escape plan. I’m looking for a fix in which I can feel more comfortable. I’m fantasizing about a […]

GROWING YOUR CAPACITY FOR THE WAKING STATE

GROWING YOUR CAPACITY FOR THE WAKING STATE (Today’s serving of Word Salad) ————————————- Learning how to properly focus one’s attention creates a cohesion and connection between the human machine and one’s True Self. This has the effect of building the True Will of the essence. This is the point of all spiritual maps and practices. […]

Codependency is managing the emotions of the other person

If I’m angry, but I want to protect the other person from my anger, I don’t trust them to be able to breath and have an experience (or not), so I hold back my anger. Codependency is managing the emotions of the other person because you don’t trust them to survive the experience of their […]

The subconscious desire to make your partner into your enemy

The subconscious desire to make your partner (or friend) into your enemy is the cause of many projections and imaginations. If they are allowed to be their messy human selves, without it being a threat to you, they are going to find harmony with you faster. Name your needs and boundaries. Make them as non-critiquing […]

There is an optimal way

There is an optimal way to read. And an optimal way to listen. And an optimal way to watch movies. And an optimal way to process your day. And an optimal way to perceive your identity. Usually, people are listening and reading and understanding through their rational minds. This tendency seems logical but is actually […]

POST-REPRESSION FRIENDSHIPS

POST-REPRESSION FRIENDSHIPS _____________________________ I started working toward coming out of repression over 10 years ago. I made a lot of progress on my own, though it wasn’t until this year that I was able to actually give it a name and call it repression, and to be mentored on seeing the process through to completion. […]

The worship of rationality

The human being is capable of incredible feats, which by most modern standards is considered impossible.There is a reason for the 98% “junk” DNA in the human genome. The human being is a deeply capable and powerful creature with natural abilities far removed from mainstream awareness.I personally discovered some of the latent abilities in this […]

Fluid perception is the most grounding experience possible

Fluid perception is the most grounding experience possible.If one is authentic with themselves, their perception will move exactly where it will be most beneficial and relevant.But a sacrifice needs to be made for this to be possible. It is a big leap which feels very vulnerabile.An emotional breakdown occurs when someone is unwilling (due to […]