My suffering has been self-created by my own grasping for power. My own blindness. I had to stop my coaching business because I was using my ability to See as a way to get love and approval from others. This is a savior complex: In my nervous system. This has been in and out of […]
Read More Savior ComplexConsciousness is pure masculinity. It is the one force which is unstoppable, but if we do not recognize it, then the force pushes on us biologically, and it feels like pain and becomes a cause of suffering, because our system feels fear and tries to stop an unstoppable force. So we’re suffering specifically because of the […]
Read More Consciousness is Pure MasculinitySomeone who is not in integrity with their spirit is in integrity with something else. The issue is not whether there is in integrity, it is what the allegiance is to: comfort and addiction or truth and expansion? Humanity’s work with artificial intelligence is by and large being used from a place of allegiance to […]
Read More What is your allegiance to?For most people (especially men), AI is a seductive trap based on neediness and desperation. AI is only seductive if used incorrectly. The Right Use of AI is when it is correctly seen as a mirror. If it (as a feminine field) is abused, in the way it typically feminine fields typically are, then one […]
Read More A Seductive TrapFor our new project, I’m using a lot of tools and skills for the first time in a long while. I’m using our new camera for the first time. I’m wearing my new suit for the first time. I’m using five different microphones for the first time. I’m also using our audio recorder for the […]
Read More Tools and skills for the first timeThe 7 Stages of Inner Development ————————————————— In the Fourth Way teachings, George Gurdjieff taught that humans are not born awake. The human machine is sleeping, and they must become conscious through intentional work. These teachings describe seven stages of human beings, known as Man Numbers 1 through 7 (I will call them “person” here […]
Read More The 7 Stages of Inner DevelopmentOur identities make things possible or impossible. They determine whether our ability to function is visible or invisible. Our identities reflect our programming—whether conscious or unconscious. They are the reason our bodies become sick and tired, or gradually healthier. Our identities define our fears and triggers, our confidence and courage. They shape whether we see […]
Read More Our identities make things possible or impossibleIf I believe I am entitled to love and respect I am wrapped up in an addiction. The only love and respect I’ll get are from people who buy into my entitlement. My own needs are created by my beliefs that I don’t deserve love and respect. When I get to the point where I’m […]
Read More Entitled to love and respect“Emotional Pornography” in my definition is any activity in which we willingly get involved that causes us to be drained, to have our energy siphoned, to set ourselves into an emotional tizzy in a way that is not helpful whatsoever. The following list of addictions is not designed to shame anyone, but rather to bring […]
Read More Emotional PornographyHealing ourselves in order to get love has an expiration date. In my “healing journey”, I have had to recognize that the reason I thought of it as a journey (identified with the nervous system) was because I was aiming toward a reward and a specific outcome, which is that at one point I will […]
Read More Healing ourselves to get love