I have long expected perfection in myself

I have long expected perfection in myself.In doing so I trained others to expect perfection of me and to be disappointed when I was not performing perfectly.I apologize to everyone whom I conveyed I might be perfect.I need to explain that I do not need to be perfect anymore. To be friends with me one […]

Not beholden to the whims

A man who is devoted to his woman, and to Woman with a capital W, is not beholden to the whims and wants of every single individual woman. He can be fully devoted to his woman and to the divine HER, and he can still have no interest in communicating with various others who may […]

It is so easy to overcomplicate things

It is so easy to overcomplicate things. It’s a method of sabotage. What needs to happen is actually so simple. There is really only ever one real choice that can be made, no matter how much deliberation has to be done. The over-rationalized deliberation of every single decision comes from FEAR. FEAR is in the […]

This is HARD to talk about

Regarding content on Self-realization work and content involving awakening to the true self. This is HARD to talk about. Because just about anything said on the subject can be disproven from a different angle. That doesn’t mean it’s wrong, but words have limited definitions. Especially in Western languages. Western words are generally based in duality […]

I need to always feel productive

If I have a business and I need to always feel productive, it’s likely because I then won’t have to shame myself. If I meet my goals and impress people, I won’t have to punish myself or feel bad. If I am addicted to punishing myself, and I’m not quite willing to give up that […]

Your hope is human

Your hope is human Your knowing is not human Your perception is human You awareness is not human Your fear is human Your “willpower” is human Your attention is not human Your True Will is not human

What is enlightenment?

What is enlightenment? Enlightenment does not mean “a perfect human”. That is a complete misnomer. Incorrect usage of this word is rampant. The word is also not meaningless. Classical enlightenment/awakening/samhaddi is referring only to the consciousness and not to the human. A human cannot be enlightened. Complete enlightenment is when consciousness is liberated into the […]

Fear of connection

Our human bodies have this incredible fear of connection at the same time as we have this incredible desire for connection. Connection, in this case, is not just referring to human-to-human contact, but specifically to the connection of neural pathways. We are terrified to know ourselves. We are terrified to know how our self-sabotage works. […]

Healing has an expiration date

Healing has an expiration date and becomes an addiction if taken too far. Reality beyond healing also needs to be studied. Even if it is effective and working. It can and will go on forever if one doesn’t flip over from human consciousness into their True Will. The human is focused on pleasure. Pleasure is […]

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Men need to be initiated by other men

Men need to be initiated by other men. Obviously, women want their men to be initiated out of boyhood and into manhood, but the logic required to do so is not built into a woman in a way that it’s built into an initiated man. That same logic when attempted to come out of the […]