BORN WRONG….an exploratory poem… I want you to compete with me, so I can have an excuse to hate you. I want you to disagree with me, so I can have an excuse to belittle you. You desire my vulnerability, I desire your head. You desire my surrender, I reinforce my walls of privacy. It […]

With every new intention, you are a new Invention With the release of old constructs, Alive comes the Onslaught Of Talents and Gifts and Powers Untold Not by your Need but simply because you were Bold You don’t have to choose one or the other, you can have it all When you see in vibration […]

TAKE IT TO THE COURT????????? Yesterday I wanted to do something physical and decided to go play some basketball. As much as i like it I haven’t played much in my life. As I was getting used to the weight of the balI I started shooting hoops. Shoot, miss. Shoot, miss. Shoot, miss.Again: Try, fail, […]

MAGICAL POWERS AND CO-DEPENDENCY??????????????? There are multiple directions of development a human must experience for True Mastery. Deep into the feminine, deeply into the masculine. Widely into the feminine, widely into to the masculine. Lengthwise into the masculine, Lengthwise into the feminine. Mastering any one area will unlock latent abilities. Skillsets that seem to miraculously […]

We are attracted to drama. Our nervous systems crave intensity and contrast. This is the unconscious inner conflict – the seeking of pain and self-sabotage which is so confusing to people. This is why we like stories with lots of drama, like discovering that I had ants crawling all over me. It makes things interesting […]

ELECTRIC BLUE?????? Yesterday someone assumed I was about 19 or 20 years old. I’m 35. For people who can only see through their conditioned lenses and cannot actually allow themselves to FEEL us, millions of different assumptions can be made. Maybe they think I’m immature, or incompetent, or homosexual, or crazy, or foolish, or irresponsible, […]