If she doubts his devotion, she has to test it.
That’s the only way they can both know it’s real. If he’s lying to himself, that lie has got to be revealed.
Her doubt is a gift.
She is using it to squeeze every last doubt from him until he chooses completely “yes I’m in”, or “no I’m out”.
If he has not fully chosen, he is a liability to them both.
It’s intentionally challenging.
If he’s playing the field, he’s playing himself.
His inner mother dilemma has him hooked on trying to get love. He’s in a bind where he is convinced he is empowered but he is enslaved in a drama of lack.
She needs him to gain control of his attention in order to trust him. She can’t be responsibility for feeding this drama to earn herself a home.
It prevents her from the real work of anchoring the depth of wisdom she is designed for. He can never fully understand her process.
It’s not worth it for her to be distracted by pleasing a man, if she is true to herself.
It’s not worth it because anchoring her wisdom is the truth.
Acting from survival fear prevents her from the embodiment she came for.
When our choices are made from the values of our true essence, that self-trust becomes a magically powerful alchemical furnace of spiritual development.
Lead Storyweaver
Joshua Edjida is a multidimensional artist, experience designer, author, public speaker/comedian, and transformational leadership facilitator. Originally from California, he currently lives in Colorado, and also enjoys traveling in Thailand, Bali, or in Europe.
