If you are an anger repressor, you are psychologically oriented to be in positions that make you angry until you become willing to recognize that you NEED to be angry in order to move forward in mastering your fire channel. This is the way to alchemize the child archetype that keeps you from becoming the ruler of your realm.
If you are a sadness repressor, you are psychologically oriented to be in positions that make you sad until you become willing to recognize that you NEED to be sad in order to move forward in mastering your water channel. This is the way to alchemize the prostitute archetype that keeps you from becoming the lover of your realm.
If you are a hurt repressor, you are psychologically oriented to be in positions that make you hurt until you become willing to recognize that you NEED to be hurt in order to move forward in mastering your earth channel. This is the way to alchemize the victim archetype that keeps you from becoming a warrior of your realm.
Regardless of what type of repressor you are, you are likely defaulting into the AIR channel of the mind which is always sabotaging your magical abilities!
The Portal of Creation is designed to make this impossible to avoid any further. Master your scariest and most sensitive emotional channel either by facing it directly or by becoming powerful enough that all resistance crumbles under the force of your attention.
Joshua
