How would I know if I’m in the sleeping state?

How would I know if I’m in the sleeping state?
My decision making is clouded by fear.
I’m resisting my next steps.
I’m resisting being in a human body.
I’m resisting responsibility.
I’m coming up with an escape plan.
I’m looking for a fix in which I can feel more comfortable.
I’m fantasizing about a different life.
I am ashamed of the emotions that I’m experiencing.
I think my emotions are wrong.
I’m taking my emotions as the gospel truth of what reality is.
I’m believing my thoughts.
I’m landing on conclusions about the state of myself or the state of the world.
I have no sense of humor.
I do not give creative expression the space it needs to flow through me.
These are all indicators that I am currently not in the waking state.

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