It is so easy to overcomplicate things.It’s a method of sabotage.
What needs to happen is actually so simple.
There is really only ever one real choice that can be made, no matter how much deliberation has to be done.
The over-rationalized deliberation of every single decision comes from FEAR.
FEAR is in the body. It may be numb or invisible, but it is surely there.
In our society, it is taboo to NOT come from fear.
“God-fearing” is literally indicating a humble person, as if you need to fear Jesus to be capable of making honest decisions.
It is what it is. It’s not my job to try to change the world. It’s likely best for most people to just fear Jesus and get it over with.
Better for most people to just ignore the conversation we’re having here, it’s going to get too confusing.
Most people cannot handle a genuine path of self-realization. People go insane trying to do so. And frequently. This is the most difficult accomplishment in the world.
One of the most common issues I see is when someone believes they have gotten somewhere.
There is nowhere to go.
And yet, partially trained individuals are free to slap a “master coach” label on their business cards. And they want to be considered a master.
There is nothing to master, actually.
Your spirit is already a master.
And someone who seems to have “mastered” something, only appears that way to the untrained eye. It’s just alignment. Synchronization.
One wouldn’t say the axel has mastered the wheel of the car, they just move together.
No one who is aligned with their True Will needs to refer to it as anything.
Only the small-feeling human aspect, who is surprised by their abilities.
This surprise is their resistance to true love.
Nothing says shadow more than insisting on being seen in a certain way.
There is a natural hierarchy – some are more deeply initiated than others.
There is a reason males compete throughout the animal kingdom.
The person who genuinely appears to be “at the top” always has someone they report to.
A person who trusts themselves doesn’t need to look for evaluations of course, but they are willing and open to listen to others. Most likely what they’ll receive are projections.
It is very difficult to provide any kind of accurate feedback for someone who is more initiated into their nervous system.
One of the misunderstood issues when giving feedback is that integrity itself is for oneself, not for the record. Not to please or impress others. Not for business purposes.
Not for lording over anyone else. Not for punishing those who cannot find their way.
There is a simple line here.
A Tightrope that must be walked.
It is a finer line than a human hair.
It is actually invisible to the naked eye.
To walk it, one must be totally devoted to doing so.
Survival fears must not be allowed to control one’s decisions.
To place one’s focus here means it must be removed from where it does not belong.
If one is focused on how they are perceived, that focus is not available for integrity.
When someone is focused on “You think you’re better than me!” – that focus is not available for creating integrity.
This trigger of comparison is so deeply interwoven into consciousness that it absolutely seems to be THE reality.
In truth, while some are more skilled than others, there is no one “better” than anyone else.
This completely misses the point of reality.
Envy and fear are what cause people to compare themselves to others.
And of course, I am no different, I have experienced it many times myself.
The joys of being humbled by our own insistence on suffering.
What’s really required is to continuously course correct and trust oneself to do so.
The 12 steps of the Portal of Creation are coming soon – a vehicle of structural tension to assist in this process for those interested.
Joshua
Lead Storyweaver
Joshua Edjida is a multidimensional artist, experience designer, author, public speaker/comedian, and transformational leadership facilitator. Originally from California, he currently lives in Colorado, and also enjoys traveling in Thailand, Bali, or in Europe.
