Test me up, down, and sideways

When I start connecting with a new friend, more often than not, they need to test me up, down, sideways, and every other way to see if they can break my focus. And to see if they can get me to snap so that they can protect themselves from investing in an unhealthy relationship. It’s […]

Invoking Conscience

Invoking Conscience ——————— Conscience is one of the most powerful faculties to leverage in the consciousness evolution process. This is our innate knowing – which can be perceived as a healthy sense of guilt or healthy boundaries on what we are willing to do and say. Staying in the middle way is like bumper bowling, […]

Channel Blockages

If you are an anger repressor, you are psychologically oriented to be in positions that make you angry until you become willing to recognize that you NEED to be angry in order to move forward in mastering your fire channel. This is the way to alchemize the child archetype that keeps you from becoming the […]

Genuine spirituality

I wrote this as a comment but it was mysteriously deleted from FB: Yeshua was a spiritually awakened master magician. Not everyone wants to learn how to do what he did or the type of relationship he had. The male ego can be a very useful tool to sculpt as long as one is identified […]

Our emotional expression

The health of our emotional expression depends on the nature of the repression programming of that individual. For some people, crying is beneficial and for some it is an escape. For some people, getting angry is beneficial and for some it is an escape. For an anger repressor, they are much are likely to get […]

Non-awakened polarity coaching

Non-awakened polarity coaching is giving you methods and techniques to mimic adult behavior. Authentically awakened reality is much more based on a mutuality of responsibility. Non-awakened polarity coaching is inadvertently promoting co-dependency. The idea is: “The more pleasure you feel, the better your relationship is”. This is simply not true. One can feel pleasure all […]

Being humble toward reality

Humility means being humble toward reality. Differentiating between consciousness and our small human personality. This is how be become more available to power. It is definitely not the same as the shame based false humility, where most people consider putting themselves down as being humble. Actually being humble, ironically, can sound arrogant and weirdly confident. […]

People are driven by their inner child

Personal philosophies and spirituality are hijacked and distorted specifically because people are driven by their inner child and believe that their inner child is real. It is not real. It is just energy in the nervous system, but because it is identified with meaning, believed in, and validated, and because its demands are allowed to […]

You are in a box

Imagine you are in a box, and when you look outside of this box, there are fires and demons and goblins and the gnashing of teeth. Whether you’re looking up, down, left or right, front or back—in all six of these directions, there’s clear danger. You are very grateful for your box because it keeps […]

Understanding Awakening

Understanding Awakening ————————– I am feeling extremely nerdy today so I am going to dive into some nitty gritty details which is going to make most people’s eyes glaze over REALLY quickly. Fair warning. The human has a sleeping state and a waking state. But classical enlightenment or “awakening” does not refer to this, these […]