The Two Sides of the Dreaming Membrane

The Two Sides of the Dreaming Membrane ———————————————— There are two sides to reality. For a human being, one side exists on the worldly side of the dreaming membrane – this is the perspective of the human. The other side exists on the lucid side of the dreaming membrane – this is the perspective of […]

Sentimentality/Clarity/Spirituality/Power

Sentimentality is an enormous blockage on the path. Clarity/Sobriety is an enormous blockage on the path. Spirituality is an enormous blockage on the path. Power is an enormous blockage on the path. Obviously, these things are not obvious. It takes immense Seeing and trials and failures for these to become obvious. Most “spirituality” consists of […]

My integrity is constantly being questioned

My integrity is constantly being questioned. I am constantly under energetic attack from multiple angles. It is never-ending. From friends, family, strangers, and beyond. This is the price a living warrior must pay for standing in their authority. This is the cost of remaining free while remaining connected to community. And I welcome the challenge. […]

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True Art

True Art ————— I’m going to give you my opinion about what the difference is between True Art and false art. I know not everybody is going to agree with me, because who am I to decide what art is? But I do have an opinion, and you’re free to ignore it. I’m going to […]

A light that never runs out

As long as I maintain that my shadows are BAD, or a threat to me to be experienced in some way, I am beholden to them. It is a self-sabotaging shadow that says “I should be ashamed of my shadows”. If I deny their existence and try to sculpt my image to be perfect, I […]

Vanity Masculinity

Vanity Masculinity——————99%+ of all masculinity we see is not genuine masculine, but vanity masculinity.People say “A man should provide”, “A man should be solid and tough”, and “A man should have his woman/kids under control”.And so men literally perform, just an an actor performs, to appear tough, to appear certain, and to appear like he […]

How do you know you’re correct?

In the worldy roles I play, in which I frequently mentor people and determine some degree of “truth” to assist others in their spiritual and psychological evolution – a big responsibility is placed on me. It’s usually some version of “How do you know you’re correct, and not just falling for some kind of fantasy […]

I have “arrived” somewhere

The temptations we have to think we know something and have “arrived” somewhere are incredible. Our ego wants certainty and will absolutely be sure that “I have no more blind spots” and “I’m done” and “I got somewhere”. These false conclusions, or “Landings” get us in the biggest trouble. Often someone will attack me, assuming […]

An over-valuation of experiences

Men tend to have an over-valuation of experiences. For a woman to be able to genuinely trust them, this needs to be addressed. Our inner child craves experiences. Our inner child wants to “feel good” and to be comfortable. Our inner child is totally focused on what we like and don’t like. Our inner child […]

It’s much easier to be feminine

As men, for a lot of us, it’s much easier to be feminine. We cannot access our full range of motion, mind, love, and genius. It’s less brutal. It’s more comfortable. And then we can become convinced it’s the better way to be, so we can implore other people to be that way. No one […]