Deep Projections

I have recently come face to face with some deep projections that have been lurking inside of my system unconsciously.Anytime I write or share anything, it is with the assumption that there is stuff like this in my system still needing to be processed and realized.So, this doesn’t affect or discount any of my previous […]

Necessary mindset to “be your own shaman”

I want to articulate what I believe to be the necessary mindset to “be your own shaman”. Find a desire within you to come clean, to be truly in integrity, for its own sake. Not to get anywhere, to get some kind of reward, not to impress anyone. Simply to come clean for the sake […]

Neurodivergence is a Gift

Neurodivergence is a Gift ————————- When I share with someone about my autistic brain, it often comes with hesitancy because they hear me speak it as if it is a disability. Most people are just uneducated about the issue. I would not change – in fact I would pay money to remain as I am. […]

Spiritual Materialism

Spiritual Materialism ——————– The English language (and probably all Western languages) is object-oriented by nature. Simply by being native Western language speakers, we are wired to position spiritual concepts as objects. And so we compete and position ourselves regarding: Am I awakened? Is he awakened? Is she awakened? The issue is that we look at […]

My ongoing development

I only ever post my insights from that moment in my ongoing development of Seeing. I am humble toward the reality that everything I share is news to me. And there is always more articulation arriving tomorrow. I am never convinced I know everything, and yet I intend to allow myself to know everything I […]

Dealing with our own narcissism

Dealing with our own narcissism is how we end suffering. If we are not internally oriented this way, no amount of effort or hope is going to make any significant difference in the quality of our experience. Our own narcissism can appear in the typical overt ways, such as greed, bullying, and condescension, but it […]

Magic is a Process

Magic is a Process ——————- The human nervous system is a living, breathing organism. It is not an event, It is a continual process. Even when you are not aware of it. Whether you are doing nothing, eating, or sleeping, there is a process underway. The needs and state and other information bits are all […]

The Two Sides of the Dreaming Membrane

The Two Sides of the Dreaming Membrane ———————————————— There are two sides to reality. For a human being, one side exists on the worldly side of the dreaming membrane – this is the perspective of the human. The other side exists on the lucid side of the dreaming membrane – this is the perspective of […]

Sentimentality/Clarity/Spirituality/Power

Sentimentality is an enormous blockage on the path. Clarity/Sobriety is an enormous blockage on the path. Spirituality is an enormous blockage on the path. Power is an enormous blockage on the path. Obviously, these things are not obvious. It takes immense Seeing and trials and failures for these to become obvious. Most “spirituality” consists of […]

My integrity is constantly being questioned

My integrity is constantly being questioned. I am constantly under energetic attack from multiple angles. It is never-ending. From friends, family, strangers, and beyond. This is the price a living warrior must pay for standing in their authority. This is the cost of remaining free while remaining connected to community. And I welcome the challenge. […]

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