THE JOYS OF DISCONNECTION

THE JOYS OF DISCONNECTION???????????? I could make a prediction list of the people in my life who are secretly reading my posts without clicking “like”… People who are voyeuristically spying, feeling uncomfortable feelings and judging those feelings… Projecting ideas of who I am (and who I think I am)… Sometimes this results in their simply […]

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‘Evolved’

Being ‘Evolved’ is NOT about:How you spend your timeHow you feel or vibrateHow awake you areHow much you’ve processedOr who you know It’s solely dependent on your ability and self-sufficiency to change…to EVOLVE. To be your own best parent[s] and lover. The rest are all side effects. Do you have the Masculine courage to behave […]

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BORN WRONG

BORN WRONG….an exploratory poem… I want you to compete with me, so I can have an excuse to hate you. I want you to disagree with me, so I can have an excuse to belittle you. You desire my vulnerability, I desire your head. You desire my surrender, I reinforce my walls of privacy. It […]

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TAKE IT TO THE COURT

TAKE IT TO THE COURT????????? Yesterday I wanted to do something physical and decided to go play some basketball. As much as i like it I haven’t played much in my life. As I was getting used to the weight of the balI I started shooting hoops. Shoot, miss. Shoot, miss. Shoot, miss.Again: Try, fail, […]

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MAGICAL POWERS AND CO-DEPENDENCY

MAGICAL POWERS AND CO-DEPENDENCY??????????????? There are multiple directions of development a human must experience for True Mastery. Deep into the feminine, deeply into the masculine. Widely into the feminine, widely into to the masculine. Lengthwise into the masculine, Lengthwise into the feminine. Mastering any one area will unlock latent abilities. Skillsets that seem to miraculously […]

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We are attracted to drama

We are attracted to drama. Our nervous systems crave intensity and contrast. This is the unconscious inner conflict – the seeking of pain and self-sabotage which is so confusing to people. This is why we like stories with lots of drama, like discovering that I had ants crawling all over me. It makes things interesting […]

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