A different place inside myself

My attachment system has been disintegrating incredibly fast. Those who are close to me want to know if I still love them, because I’ve changed so much so quickly. It’s a good thing. Of course I still love you, just from a different place inside myself. I love you, not because you deserve it but […]

The Limitations of Spirituality

Pop spirituality comes embedded with serious limitations. It’s just another branch of avoidance. This is not the time to count on astrology to fix things for you. This is not the time to hope and pray. The solution to the issue is not found in the psyche. It’s with you now. But you’ll not find […]

Intent vs Intention

Intent vs Intention ___ In Toltec terminologies, there is a big difference between intent and intention. Often in the spiritual community there is a huge focus on setting intention, which is a great idea on paper but in practice it is generally misunderstood and used in unconscious ways which further promote self denial, reinforcing old […]

Soul Relating

Focusing on healing the human is a bit of a gamble without training to dissolve the human form. I’ll explain what I mean. I’m not a fan of the idea of healing because it implies that we are doing the healing ourselves, which we are not. We are simply maturing along whatever path has been […]

There’s only one knowledge

.Reality works as it does. If we disagree about anything, we are probably miscommunicating because almost everything is true at some level and everything is false at another level. Information is sculpted around a perspective and can easily be made wrong if making it wrong is our agenda. The more important question is that of […]

Understanding vs Knowledge

Understanding and knowledge are vastly different things. Society glorifies understanding, and yet has almost no understanding of true knowledge. Knowledge is power. We are imbued with knowledge from all of the past lifetimes we’ve lived. Knowledge exists imprinted upon the energy field of a newborn infant. Just as dogs have an innate knowledge of multiple […]

The Seductive Trap of Ancestral Humor

“Ah come on, I’m just joking”. Yes, I cut you down and exploited your primary vulnerability – but you should still trust me and feel connected to me! This is just how things are, why try to change them? :stares into your soul: I will suck every last drop of energy from you since you […]

It is not meant to be easy.

The embodiment of [self] Knowledge requires an incredible amount of tenacity. It is not meant to be easy. However, don’t read that as “You are not meant to be happy”. Of course, you are meant to be happy. But the journey to a state of true balance requires us to force ourselves to learn what […]

Resolving Internal Stories [Video]

The reality of Truth/Dao is always there available to us. The eternal mystery is very consistent. And human misunderstandings and our path to maturity is also very consistent and predictable because our shadows show up in biological survival patterns. As we complete our internal stories, we can have more access to perceiving the eternal mystery […]

Humans are nasty.

Humans are nasty. You just have to get over that It’s not personal We pee and poo and snot and throw up… We want in, we want out… We dont know what we want. We’re sick then we’re well then we’re sick. We’re hurt and limping, then we’re well. Then have a serious itchy rash. […]