You haven’t reached me yet.

A Quantum Theater style exploration…. ——————————— You haven’t reached me yet. I am still generating this haze, right out in front. Guarding myself against freshness. You won’t reach me, I’m sure of it. The wind starts blowing through and the fog only thickens, a sign that I am “off” like a light. Slathered on the […]

Revealing Context to Prevent Assumptions

It has come to my attention that while I get a lot of positive feedback on what I write, I also receive a good amount of pushback and misunderstandings in my shares, specifically because I provide insufficient context for everyone to truly “get it”. I drew the “context” card from a deck last night and […]

Narcissistic Wounding: The Genocide of Intimacy

Narcissistic Wounding: The Genocide of Intimacy Better sit down for this one, it’s big. I almost made this into two or three different posts, but doing so would diffuse the power it contains. Just following divine orders. Here we go. ————— We are moving through the narcissistic wounding of humanity right now. It is absolutely […]

Dear Logic

Warning: The following post “Dear Logic” is designed for people who want to question their reality in a compassionate way. Please do not use this to gaslight yourself. I made a post about that recently, you can look it up. ———— Dear Logic, It has come to my attention that you are sometimes not so […]

I Don’t Know What I Don’t Know

I Don’t Know What I Don’t Know Years ago, when I started my “journey”, I alienated a lot of friends. I became a zealot for personal transformation. An untapped aspect of myself became activated and I became absolutely fixated on transformation. I did not have the ability to talk about anything else. These days, I […]

PLEASE STOP GASLIGHTING YOURSELF

Over the years of cleansing and purifying myself of stagnant emotions, I have discovered an enormous well of anger inside of my organs. If I hadn’t discovered this and began clearing it all out, I honestly believe I would be extremely sick by now. My organs would be shutting down from the sheer weight […]

I want the Truth.

I want the Truth. I don’t want you to hide your real feelings from me. I don’t want you to protect me from myself. I want only the Truth. If it erodes my sense of self– that’s okay, it’s only temporary. Let’s do this. I don’t want the cutesy version […]

What if I really let her existence move me?

What if I really let her existence move me? What would happen if I stopped cramming life into convenient and neatly packaged little concepts as if my holy experiences can simply be tagged and filed into the appropriate compartment? What if I risked having my breath taken away, in awe, even through waves of discomfort? […]

THE CULT OF DENIAL

Whether humans come from this background or that background, Whether they have this personality type or that personality type, Whether they are rich or poor, Whether they are popular or isolated, There is a singular powerful factor that consistently destroys lives and prevents people from truly moving forward. That factor is: DENIAL. This is present […]

Healing vs Enlightenment

There is a big difference between healing and enlightenment. healing is sometimes also known as “enlightenment of the heart”. This is the resolving of trauma, the restoring of our deepest and truest self. This is the arena in which various states of bliss expand and deepen. Enlightenment, on the other hand, also known as Advaita, […]